Equality on Trial: Prop 8 Reenactments

Wait No More NYC, a group of New York City activists working for LGBT rights, reenacts testimony from the Prop 8 trial in Washington Square Park. Featuring Maura McGurk, Kris Lew, Eddie Jones, Mia Grottola, Tom Crockett, and Michael O’Day.
       

Kristin Perry testimony, Part 1:


  

Kristin Perry testimony, Part 2:

What if a historic trial happened and nobody could see it? This year, Americans could not watch the Proposition 8 trial—Perry v. Schwarzenegger—because Prop 8 supporters successfully appealed to block cameras from televising the trial.

Wait No More NYC, a group of activists lobbying for full equality for LGBT people, brought testimony from the trial to Washington Square Park, with actors embodying the roles of the real-life plaintiffs, lawyers and other witnesses.

Conceived of by Cleve Jones and the Courage Campaign, Equality on Trial allowed everyone to bear witness to the moving testimony that reveals discrimination, but ultimately speaks of love, the hope for equality, and full recognition of the importance of all our lives.

Marisa Tomei, Josh Lucas, Alan Cumming, Patricia Clarkson, and other supporters of gay marriage all over the country have reenacted their own scenes.  See the Equality on Trial website for more information, and to view other reenactments.

Séraphine


I watched a movie the other day which keeps percolating at the back of my mind…Séraphine.

She was a woman who worked very hard at manual labor during the day and painted beautiful pictures at night–sometimes all night.  She had dirty hands and fingernails because she used them as painting tools.  She worked on the floor; sometimes she slept there.  I found it charming that, because she didn’t want to be disturbed while working, she hung a little sign from her doorknob which said “Séraphine is not accepting visitors”.

She scraped together coins to buy supplies at the local store, and was scorned by the shopkeeper whenever she came in (“You’d be better off buying coal for winter”).  She rarely complained but admitted that cleaning took all of her time, time which she wanted to spend painting.

Séraphine was eccentric too:  she climbed and hugged trees and made her own “energy wine”.  She also made all of her paints by hand and, though no one knows her recipes (the movie claims that she used blood which she took from meat in the kitchen, candle wax from a shrine at church, and ground pigment from natural sources like leaves).   She sang while she worked.  The sound of her almost tuneless singing is beautiful–not in any conventional or melodious sense, but because it’s the expression of a soul at peace.

Oh, are we moved by the same spirit…the desire to turn off my cellphone so I can’t be found when I’m working…lamenting that my job takes me away from my real work…the slighting comments that every artist hears but has to tune out…the persistence of always going back to the studio even if tired or poor or depleted…the hard work of working…the joy of working…

Being an artist is still the same at heart.

The movie also shows Séraphine’s friendship with Wilhelm Uhde, a German art critic who was the first person to recognize Picasso’s talent and buy one of his paintings.  (He is also known as the first to buy a Braque painting, and as the “discoverer” of Rousseau).

I appreciated this unconventional side to her:  how difficult it must have been, as a single woman in a small town in the early 20th century, to befriend a single man without scandal, especially since he was renting one of the houses which she was hired to clean.  On top of that, Uhde was sophisticated enough in his tastes and dress to stand out as a city-dweller in the French countryside.  Also, he was German:  everyone remarked on his accent; anti-German sentiment was high at that time (just before the outbreak of WW1), and in fact he was forced to flee France in the middle of the night when war did break out.   He was also gay.  There was nothing there that would have suggested a friendship might develop between these two, though they certainly had art and their outsider status in common.

Séraphine’s art was lush and nature-inspired but she admitted that it sometimes scared her.  The leaves, flowers, and fruits are full of an insistent energy and they sprawl all over the canvas.  Rather than being caught in a moment in time, they grow and move.  They look like eyeballs and mouths, looking, breathing, living, demanding attention, seething, threatening to go wild.

There is beautiful cinematography in the film too:  a striking shot of a black wrought-iron chair set against the snow.  A night-time landscape that was so still and muted that it appeared to be an artwork; I thought it was an image of a dark, softly smudged charcoal drawing…until Séraphine walked into the frame and I realized it was a dimly lit street at night.

The shot at the end of the leafy tree alone on the hill, the slightly tilting trunk balanced by the chair Seraphine placed under it.

This is a meditative movie.  It’s quiet and persistent, though not simple.  Seraphine’s relationship with Uhde, her friend and patron, is complicated:  they lose touch during the war but are reunited when he returns to France, sees her work exhibited at a local show and seeks her out.  He provides her with a monthly income and supplies so that she can paint, but cuts her off when she spends the money frivolously at the same time the financial market crashes.  She is eventually confined to an asylum and gives up painting.  He upgrades her to a private room there, and pays for it, affording her some dignity in the warehouse of decay and inhumanity which those places were in the 1930s-1940s.

Though she’s no longer painting, Uhde is active in showing her work during this period.  He is told not to visit, that thoughts of her old artistic life will be further upsetting to her mental health.  In his autobiography, he states that she died some eight years before her real death…out of guilt?  In trying to preserve a sense of dignity for her, “ending” her life before her asylum years?  Obliquely stating that if not allowed to create, the artist is dead anyway?

A nice meditation on an artist’s persistence in the face of all the things that tend to conspire to get in the way of pursuing your work:  life circumstances, people who at best may not understand or at worst will hate and mock, the race against time.  As well as the things that can build you up:  someone who understands you and your work, the need to make it, the joy in simply working.


“Why Do Kids Admire Athletes?”

In the movie Up in the Air, George Clooney’s character Ryan Bingham is the opposite of a corporate head-hunter:  instead of recruiting people to fill positions, he fires them when their own bosses can’t face the music.  He travels the country, office to office, and delivers the bad news.  He is very good at what he does.  He has an answer for everything, and he’s adept at knowing just what to say to tip the scale from near-meltdown to mere course correction. He lends dignity to an undignified situation.

In a great scene with J.K. Simmons, Bingham forestalls just such a meltdown by asking:

Why do kids admire athletes?

Simmons says:  Because they screw lingerie models.

Bingham, authoritatively:  No.  That’s why WE admire athletes.  Kids admire athletes because they follow their dreams.

With that, he defused the guy’s anger, got him thinking about why he hadn’t ever pursued becoming a chef, and walked away with another notch in his corporate belt.  Job well done.

This scene had special relevance for me, having tried (pretty unsuccessfully) to juggle a full-time job along with a serious art career.  After struggling with varying degrees of pain over this for the last two years, I came to the conclusion recently that these two things can’t coexist.  Maybe they can for some people, or maybe some other jobs could have for me.  But at this point in my life and in this position, it is just not working out.

My contract is about to expire and just four days later, I leave for a wonderful artist’s residency in Vermont, where I’ll have time to do nothing but paint.  Although on the one hand, I’m stepping off a cliff, on the other, I’m able to go away with a clear conscience.  The timing was almost preordained.  So, like Ryan Bingham, I’m going to look at this as a dignified transition and get busy following my dreams.